Monday 28 March 2011

romancing with betrayal

its so funny.....just one mistake of mine has made me reach the point of a nervous breakdown...Will it sound cliche if i said that i fell in love with the wrong person at the wrong time.....now nor do i have my science nor my sky(pet names) .....2 yrs back she was a firm believer of not believing in the word move on and today she gives me heart attacks daily by saying that she has moved on.....tears are rolling down my cheeks even as i write this because today i love her more than anything.....and earlier i didnt care about the fact that she loved me more than anything.....today she chooses to leave me and i myself am the one to blame.....
For an alcoholic, alcohol is a neccessity even in the wee hours of the morning and for me my day begins with tears and ends with tears....ive loved and lost and ive loved and betrayed.......now im finally down to romancing with betrayal.............
             # ab main uske liye itna tadap chuka hoon ke judaai meri sabse acchi dost ban chuki hai
                                aur hasi meri sabse badi dushman